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I fight myself through the night

Awake in the middle of tears

I cant get you out of my head

But i really should...

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
i love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take

te vagy ez 
vagy nem te vagy
ugy gondolod ahogy ők
vagy ugy ahogy en
te vagy ez
vagy csak értem vagy ez
úgy érzel ahogy ők
vagy ugy ahogy en
akarod ezt
vagy csak értem teszed ?

why is it so cold, when you speak to me?

why is it so empty, when you're next to me?

why is it so heavy, when we say nothing at all?

why cant we talk after so many years?

why is it so cold, when you speak to me?

why is it so empty, when you're next to me?

why is it so far , when we are still close?

what brings me life, if you just leave?

Your skin gets so cold

Your look gets so empty

Your breath gets so low

...

what has torn you so down?

what has hurt you so bad?

What has ripped your heart so bad?

...

what bring my words, if you dont hear them?

what brings my love, if you dont feel it?

why cant we set up the truth for us?

why cant i fill the hole in your heart?

what has torn you so down?

what has hurt you so bad?

What has ripped your heart so bad?

whatever you do

whatever you say

i ll take care of you

i stay awake for you

i stay awake for you

whatever you do

whatever you say

i ll take care of you

i stay awake for you

i stay awake for you

...(juli-zerissen)